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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Haven't been blogging for sometimes le..
nt knowing wat to blog is the reason..
I was quite occupied with army stuffs recently..
Range...course..n so many things...
times in camp is nv sufficient to finish my work..
it makes me really drained up at the end of my day..
often left me with nt much energy to think of any other things.
This morning i suddenly felt i'm so blessed..
i wore my uniform and prayed hard towards the sky..
I thank god for giving me wat i owned!!
My wonderful family...my fantastic frenz tt always care for me..
the opportunity tt i've got to grow so fat n big..
the chance for me to kp on pursueing my studies..
my life tt does not contain any worries abt the survival for the nxt day.
Humans often gets too greedy to realise how blessed were were.
we always ask for improvement..seek for achievement...
if we failed, we end up with disappointment..
felt sad..demoralise..feel like dying...thinking there will be no tmr...
Wen we pray to god..we often ask for better tmr...
ask for gd results..ask to strike 4D...
if the outcome is unfavourable...
we will blame god for nt blessing us..blame this blame tt...
We are all actually affected by magic of greed...
in greed...we dun seem to be satisfied...
in greed...we dun c wat we gained but wat we lost...
in greed...we dun look at past achievements but wat we failed to achieve.
in greed...we take watever we have now for-granted!!!
this morning i felt i'm really greed-free!!!n i'm so blessed!!
it is such a marvallous feeling!!!so wonderful...
how gd will it be if we r able to feel blessed everyday...
bt will tt stop us frm improving ourselves?
let's hope nt ba...
i muz learn to be self-satisfying...yes!!
tmr is my surgery le.. in 12 hours time i'll be in hospital alr...
i dun wan to deny i'm nervous..
neither do i wan to act brave...
i do have my worries..
start to have imaginations for this surgery...
i think i'm nt prepared for it ba...
bt i do nt have a choice le i guess...
i cant avoid it..so i nd to face it...
i have confidence i can handle it...
juz hope the pain after the surgery is nt too overwhelming..
pardon me if i'm nt myself for 1st few days after my surgery
i nd time to adjust...jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
DreamX at
2:12 PM
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